I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore

Restoring Your Identity Shattered by Grief and Loss

by Carole Holiday, Carole Holiday

On Sale: 2023-09-19

Book Summary

Carole Holiday artfully braids together her story of overwhelming loss with biblical insights and delicious recipes from the cooking school she once owned. Carole's journey offers hope that after the ravages of grief and despair, God can bring good back to life through faith, food, and fellowship.

About the Book

Read by the author.

“There’s someone else.”

“We found something on the X-ray we didn’t expect.”

“We’ve eliminated your position.”

When our circumstances unravel, how do we hold on to truth, to hope, to who we’re meant to be? After Carole Holiday experienced a series of heartbreaking losses, she realized something else had slipped away: her identity. Grief had stolen her sense of self, leaving her feeling unmoored and empty. But it was not the end of her story.

Her debut book, I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore,is for the wanderers, the waylaid, the wavering. The ones who feel weak and worthless. The ones who weep. This unique book artfully braids together Carole’s story, rich spiritual truths, and delicious recipes from a rose-covered cottage where she discovered the healing that can take place around the table.

Each chapter offers practical and spiritual companionship as you

  • embrace the realities of sadness and faith,
  • reset your foundation in the image of God,
  • redirect doubts and despair toward a God-filled purpose,
  • realize how deep grief carves space for a deeper ability to love, and
  • reclaim your value, your identity, and your incredible worth.


I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore is a guide through those moments when you wonder if the nightmare will ever end, a testament to the truth that God has good things in store for you, and a reminder that even your pain can be a beautiful part of who you are becoming.

Accompanying recipes are included in the audiobook companion PDF download.

Product Details

  • Imprint: Thomas Nelson
  • On Sale: 2023-09-19
  • Publisher: Thomas Nelson
  • Publication Date: 2023-09-19
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  • Category 1 : RELIGION / Christian Life / Personal Growth
  • Category 2 : RELIGION / Christian Life / Death, Grief, Bereavement
  • Category 3 : RELIGION / Christian Life / Spiritual Growth
  • Category 4 : SELF-HELP / Death, Grief, Bereavement